Yet not as I will...

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Yet not as I will...

Yet not as I will... is a piece about surrender and the process of embracing powerlessness.  I believe one of the most beautiful, yet most painful things a person can do is let go of his/her own control.  For this piece, I imagined myself walking by the room of someone on his knees as he wrestles to pray “Yet not as I will, but Your will be done”

The entire piece is based around a single melody, which is first heard as a tuba solo at the beginning.  This melody can be heard throughout the entire piece in some form.  I consider there to be three main sections, which can be heard as prayers or cries of surrender: the first appearance of the melody at the beginning, the brass chorale at m. 51, and the full ensemble chorale at m. 81.